I want to speak a little about life, and why we must make decisions that are/aren’t imperative towards progress in our futures.
This morning my husband left for Eastern WA to go do what he was born to do.
He hasn’t gone hunting since the first year I met him, just 9 years ago, and it has haunted me each year that has passed.
The last trip he went on, was also the weekend We (unknowingly) conceived what has come to be the most beautiful little 8 year old girl I’ve ever known.
He’s sacrificed one of his true callings for her and I.
From the moment she was born,
To the NICU stay for weeks,
To nearly losing her.
He sacrificed his dream career to have a stable one with reasonable hours so that he would be there for her.
Years have passed and every year he lost more of that man he was meant to be.
Although tested through many trials in his life, he’s always remained true to his purpose.
Let me clarify the differences between being born to do something, and what ones purpose in life are:
He’s a born leader,
Matthew has always shown leadership and strength in anything he has always done.
Some have mistaken his demeanor as cold and heartless.
I was even one to assume that at times throughout the years.
But when you take time to reflect on the true meaning of your life, (as I have this AM) I now SEE the differences…
He was born to do all these things Ive spoken of, but his true purpose is to be a father and a husband.
His path changed the day our daughter was born.
Neither of us regret any decisions we have made so far, and now with Guy Danger in our lives, we are especially cautious with the decisions we make for ourselves; so as to not stray from our true purposes in life due to our own selfish antics.
“There is nothing wrong with being selfish and wanting things for yourself…” He said this morning.
Matthew is right.
And I fully supported him this year to make sure he would be doing exactly what he is this morning, which is driving over the mountain pass towards his true calling.
It is difficult at times to grasp a sense on reality when you fight to see that you must remain here for your Given Purpose, as opposed to what you desperately want to show the world and perhaps, prove to yourself.
But we stand strong, And we see our purposes now crystal clear.
Although We may digress to challenge that at times. We both know that once in a while-
Just like Matthew today,
It’s a necessity to the purpose, to be a little selfish.
Bag a big one husband. I’m proud of you. Breathe in the air and let the animals come to you. ❤️