There are many things that are haunting me.
I’ve slipped into some old selfish ways..
Taken advantage of your good nature
And created financial strain.
My weaknesses fueled the fire,
Made me beg for help,
Only to abuse it for a while.
But I’ve seen what I’ve done and I cannot undo the pain.
For you see, Mama has been helping me,
During these dark and dismal days.
I haven’t written to you in years
And it brings me tears to show you how I feel.
But it must be done,
So that I can move forward to become better than I once was.
In turn I choose to let you two go.
If only for a while
So as to balance out life,
Get a grip instead of living in denial.
Both of you have raised me the best that you could.
I love my Mama dearly,
And you will always be my light.
Please forgive me for what I have done.
I have no excuses,
No legitimate ones.
I will always love you to the best of my abilities.
And always seek the day I can make you proud.
And never have doubt in your mind that I may regress back to who I once was.
I did that in the last week and please forgive me for this.
A parent will do whatever means necessary to help their child.
I’ve done all I can for Keira,
But I know monetary values will not mend the ties I’ve broken between her and I.
I love you Dad,
Always and forever.
Take care of yourself.
And please, hug my Mother.